“About what?”
Victor glanced toward the kitchen window where Mom used to watch him whenever she thought I wasn’t paying attention.
“About who I am.”
Every afternoon, my mother packed three meals.
Two remained on our worn kitchen table.
The third went into whichever plastic container she had washed and saved for Victor.
I hated it.
I hated watching tape cover the holes in my sneakers while Victor received the largest piece of chicken. We were struggling too.
I was eleven when I finally said what had been building inside me.
“He eats better than I do, Mom.”
Mom kept stirring at the stove without looking up.
“Fiona, don’t start. Please.”
“Mom, the lights got shut off twice this winter,” I said. “But Victor gets lunch every day like he’s family.”
The spoon slipped from her fingers and clanged into the sink.