He Was Writing to Me the Whole Time—I Just Never Got to Read It

“Mom… can you sit down?”

Nobody says that lightly.

I wiped my hands on a towel and tried to soften it. “If you got someone pregnant, I need a minute to emotionally prepare. I refuse to be called Grandma before I’m ready.”

A weak breath of a laugh.

“Not that.”

“Okay. Good. Not good, but… better.”

I sat. He didn’t, not right away. Then he pulled the chair out and dropped into it like his legs barely held him.

“Mom… I need you not to be mad.”

“I’ll decide that after,” I said. “Talk to me.”

He swallowed.

“I took a DNA test.”

The words just… sat there.